47,667

The number that shall haunt me for the rest of my life.

So Nanowrimo ended about half an hour ago and i did not win. I thought i would for sure but i didn't I feel like a month's worth of work just went down the drain.

I'm so pissed though if i didn't have such a fucking hard semester than i would have passed this thing with flying colours. but i had to have stupid ass English, Math and Science all in the same semester.

And now since i had such a stress filled month i have now delevloped speech problems, like studdering and losing my train of thought and my typing is just going to hell.

Despite all of this i'm going to end my novel it will be less than 50k but oh well it will be damn close to it.

now i'm gonna try to finish my story and yell at my computer some more ttyl

lurrv
Julia